Its sad, that you don't know how much pain I'm going through. You were always the person I first went to when I had to talk, you were the person to listen. But I know now that you're not interested in listening to me cause when I really really need you to talk to me, you're not there for me. And yet you don't know. Even when you ask me ''what's up?'', I read so much into it, thinking you finally found out I've hit a hard patch, but, I guess not. Maybe its because we're growing up. I don't know, I just know I don't like where this is heading. I don't feel like you're my best best friend, at least not anymore. I feel like now I have no best friend, just friends. Maybe a few better friends than others, but, I don't know, I feel alone. The only thing that's keeping me going is HIM. He makes me happy, he's like my teenage dream. <3 And even you don't know who that HIM is! I'll just hope that things will get better. They have to.
9:41 PM
love like there's no tomorrow
