remember to feel real

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Wow. I was thinking of apologizing or doing something so both of us could win in a sense. But what?! I see your blog and see your latest and I know, its war. And if you wanna blog about it, s be it. I so could too. Also, just so you know, at least I care to read your blog while I don't think you even give a damn about mine. Your so full of crap. I can't believe you. I am normally the soft one but this time, I am not going to be.

All what?! You tell me all what?!
Spoiled?! Well lemme give you some info, in case you didn't know. If you consider me spoiled, your as spoiled as I am. Actually, your even more spoiled. Yet, you think you are good enough to say things about me. F*ck off!! If you think your better than me, what would you be doing hanging out with someone so low class as me?! Shingz off!!
Pissed?! You call this pissed?! I will show you pissed. And maybe for once you could think about your actions from a different point of view. Of maybe even try putting yourself in my shoes. Better yet, think twice. And I have already done that so so be it.
I don't mind you not giving a shit because what difference does it make?? Its not like in the past you gave a damn about anything. News flash, I have always been trying to put your pieces of a puzzle back for you everytime you broke it. I took blames for your mistakes, I sheilded you, I solved problems for you. Yet I didn't expect the best of the best treatment from you. Maybe partially because you didn't know I was doing this things for you. You took it for granted. And yet I didn't react badly. Think about nothing ya?? Cause you don't care about me to start with. What type of best friend are you?!
Give in?! I don't even want to touch on that topic cause then, you will be f*cked up and I care enough to not do that.
And about the perspective thing, I was trying but you didn't make it clear enough for someone too low class for you. *sacarsticly :)* You so need the 7 habits of highly effecive teens. Habit 5: Seek first to understand then to be understood. Was trying, but if you don't try, it doesn't work. I think you need help.
Officially done?! Since when did you start?! Think much?!
Nothing to say about the last sentence. Ties in with my previous sentence.
Yea....
Goodbye!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

What happens when the only person who understands you and talk alot to is in a fight with you?? Tell me what to do. Cause I am flustered. I can't say anything. She is suppose to understand but she doesn't. So what?? In case you wanna know, this person is none other than my best friend.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Guess what?? I am moving out of the country....

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Seriously...you have got to start at least trying to keep your promises....no, not try, keep them. No highway option.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Ugh....to know you are not everything to this person and sometimes nothing, it just hurts. I hate it.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Ever had the feeling where you knew you would always cry over the smallest things because they meant alot to you?? But then, all of a sudden, one day, you feel nothing over big and small things. Like your heart is cold and empty?? I fear that feeling even though it already came to me. I am more stronger now but cold. And I don't like that feeling. God help me!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

I could kill you right here and right now. And you would not feel a thing.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

I can't speak anymore. I can't tell anymore. I can't do this anymore.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

They all took my heart to the limit.
And this is where I'll stay.
I can't go any further than this.
I want you so bad its my only wish.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Exams finish next week, I am not worried though. I don't know why this time round, it did not get the nervous vibe I always do. Hahaha.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 5, 2009

OMG.?! Guess what? I just cut my hair. Really short. It looks like Selena Gomez's hair in the Send It On music video. It looks the same but different. Cool!! One more week to go. Just have to slog it out and then I am free!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Also, I will ony do occasional quotes now...too much work. Haha.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

I think I shall start doing web shows or something.....with of cause moi and best friend Elizabeth!!!! (You should go check out her bloggy) But I don't think she will with me. She is kinda not into it. Hoping and praying from the best. Can't wait for the next saturday to come!!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

I know...I suck. I say I will update my blog but I did'nt. Well guess what?? I tried my best but it was not good enough. (What on earth am I talking about?! It is so out of context....)
Nvm...anyways, I just read Cherie's blog and what she said made sense. I cried at the last part.
Woah........exams are next week.....then I am free!!!! Just have to slog it out for 2 weeks....about 2 weeks. Hope for the best. And BTW, LIFE HAS IMPORVED!!!! ALOT!!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.